I don't do relationships

11:30 PM missusmonroe 0 Comments

thrifted hat, thrifted chiffon tank, American Apparel pants

I hate discussing my life in relation to males on here because there hardly is one, for one, they aren't that significant to my life, two, and I just don't deem it blog worthy honestly. It's not a cute look, although this is sort of like on online diary...not so much. In this case though, I feel as though it will make me feel a lot better if I release some thoughts because they are taking up too much space in my mind. I realize how illogical some of my behavior was, many in the case of the past couple of months, but I still went through with things. I like to experience life for myself because I see it as though I am creating this story and what's a story without experiences? I do live through other people's mistakes, and people speak on how that's the smartest way all the time, but sometimes you just want to live to feel. I guess that's to explain these past couple of months. I've been exploring more into my story, of course careful to keep my heart at bay. I don't do relationships because I don't enjoy wasting my time, but I realize you can also waste your time by entertaining something that has no potential to grow. Mediocrity is what some people accept because they believe they deserve no better and even though I don't view myself in that light, I realize mediocrity has been in my presence and I did nothing to push it away. I get over things quickly and I don't dwell, but I seem to be marinating more than usual and I'm trying to discover why. I think I allowed myself to believe someone can truly be as honest with others as I am because I wanted it to be true. I've always been the person to enjoy spending time with herself and to believe if you don't know who you are then you shouldn't be involved with someone else. Well, I believe my main motivation was to learn more about myself and eggsactly what I want. I succeeded in this, but I can't help but think it was at a price. I'm just frothing at the mouth at this point but I just needed to get some concrete thoughts somewhere. Organize the madness in my brain right now. *whew!* I feel a lot better, wow. Renewed, all in time for the new month!

xxoo missusmonroe






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Pressure

9:00 PM missusmonroe 0 Comments

Stüssy raglan jersey, H&M socks

This week is expected to be quite intense. Plus it started off rainy so it'll be pretty gloomy and people will suddenly be depressed. I was very excited about today because I finally imagined a hairstyle and correctly executed it! This almost never happens, so yes it is a pretty big deal. I was pretty stoked to finally wear my stü jersey, not the exact outfit I planned when I purchased it but it's pretty close actually. I'll wear that one on another occasion.

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Prelude DMV

11:00 PM missusmonroe 0 Comments


So today was the last time I performed with some of these beauties and the thought makes me sick. We attended a super intense competition in Northern Virginia with some of the absolute best teams in the DMV. I'm going to miss the graduating seniors so much, it was such a great time and everyone made my freshman year so memorable. There's no doubt that I'll miss this, regardless of anything.

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LUDA!

12:00 PM missusmonroe 0 Comments

Thrifted top, Missguided PVC skirt, forever21 chunky boots

So Saturday was the end of Mason week and they decided to end it with their usual concert. This time around, their special performer was Ludacris.... Now, I am a hard core lover of Luda, but I mean he hasn't been truly relevant in the past decade. I guess he's trying to make this comeback, kudos to him but why can they never leave with their legacy behind them? In any case, my floor tickets were free so you know who was in dere. It was actually a pretty fun night, aside from all of the drunk white people at the concert annoying the hell out of me and my close friend Kaylyn. By the way, face beat by Kaylyn! She did a fantastic job in under 20 minutes. Not to mention I got to finall wear my PVC skirt and these amazing boots I got on my mini shopping spree.

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Working Gal

3:22 PM missusmonroe 0 Comments

Thrifted button-up, Target top, thrifted DIY boyfriend jeans, thrifted frilly lace socks

Yesterday was a strong working day so I didn't get a chance to make a full post but today was a shopping day. In fact, tomorrow I'm going to Ludacris's first concert in 10 years here at the Patriot Center. I got these amazing boots that I've been searching for ~well a similar style~. I think I may have went shopping happy, cause I certainly spent bucks but they were all defend-able items! I had a lot of fun today though, I even went to Pinkberry for the first time with my Fashion Society people.

xxoo missusmonroe

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Leader of the new school

2:55 PM missusmonroe 0 Comments

Thrifted vest, Forever21 button-up, goJane dress, Primark socks, Primark canvases

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But I can't let you go

11:58 PM missusmonroe 0 Comments

American Apparel top, H&M leggings, Urban Outfitters sandals
Today was an overall tiring day. I'm not really sure what it was, maybe it was the lack of sleep but I was just drained all day. My dance team and I are preparing for our last competition of the season, just as the school year is coming to an end. I can't even believe we've only got three more weeks left. I need for everything to please slow down.

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Luck

9:00 PM missusmonroe 0 Comments

Thrifted satin top, Forever21 skirt, River Island socks, Zara fringe boots

I hope everybody had an amazing Resurrection Sunday. Mine was funny to say the least. Unfortunately I didn't come back to campus until this morning... 6 AM to be very specific. It wasn't fun. In any case, today was just an amazing day. I was walking in what's called North Plaza on campus only to find our activities committee was doing a contest to win free tickets for our Spring Concert. Now, I didn't want to pay to see Ludacris, not that I don't love him but he's off the scene right now and the only thing relevant are his features. You can't tell me his concert is just going to be features from other artists' songs, c'mon now. Anyway, after a while I decided I would go ahead and do the mini contest, my opponent ended up giving up so I got free floor seats worth $25. Too sweet. The rest of my day was just as swell.

xxoo missusmonroe




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