This post was supposed to be forever ago but it honestly seems as though I'm always onto newer and better things, so it is still fitting nonetheless. As school is pulling into its third, maybe fourth week, who has time to count really, I'm more stressed than ever, but also more aware of my surroundings. This picture above was taken on a day I'd reached a pretty significant milestone in my life but I feel as though recently I've been getting epiphanies and have faced many realizations. As I was rounding up my homework tonight ~morning~, fresh coffee just hitting my fingertips, I felt the sudden inspiration to get to this post. It might be because I'm at this somewhat awkward stage of letting go and embracing simultaneously, or I'm suddenly feeling a strong kick to succeed tonight... I'm not even sure if any of this is making sense. I do know I've always believed in myself but suddenly tonight I really believe in me. My goals and aspirations can't be stopped. I've asked God for signs before, just to show me what he wants me to do and not necessarily what I want. I know everything happening in my life right now, all the people I'm meeting, they aren't coincidences. I don't believe in a coincidence. Now I'm seeing what I asked for is nearly haunting me.
I didn't know what I wanted to say as I pulled up our blog but I think my fingers and God took over quite nicely. Thanks to everyone who decided to hop along and follow my journey, I know you guys have been thoroughly entertained. For all my newbies, welcome to chaos! Chaos in the coolest of ways. Oh, I really don't know what I did to have my pictures come out as so but it's slightly cool..Lol I'll have to find a way to reverse it.
|do you ever look at pictures and feel nostalgia over the feeling you were having at that exact moment? this is one of those times.|